Friday, November 21, 2014

ch-ch-ch-CHANGES

FYI: Sarah's email address is:   sarah.cannon@myldsmail.net

Her mailing address is:  Sister Sarah Cannon

Chile Santiago East Mission
Cristobal Colon 6824
Las Condes
Region Metropolitana
Santiago, Chile
This week Sarah sent the following. 
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 OHHHHHH MY GOSH SO MUCH ANXIETY.

Yes.

We had transfers. 

I'm staying.

My companion left today

And.....

I'M TRAINING. 

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh breathe in out in out.

So yeah basically I'm freaking out!! hahaha. so many feeeels!!! I couldn't even sleep the night after President called me. I was just feeling this terrible mixture of anxiety and inadequacy ha..... and my companion and roommates woke up in the middle of the night to comfort me. (they are the best ever ohhh i love them). So they talked to me for a little and I felt better. :) Hna. Escobar gave me her teddy bear to sleep with hahaha she is so precious. But yeah I just kept thinking... I'm too young to have a daughter! haha. But then the other side of the emotions started coming and now I'm super excited to meet her. :) I made her a cute cover for her agenda and I already love her--whoever she is. Just hoping I'll be able to help her adjust to mission life and help her understand what it means to be a missionary. Still trying to figure that out myself haha, so we'll learn together. :) 

But yeah it's been a pretty emotional weekend all around. My companion was in this sector for over a year.... a lot of people in the ward cried with her this weekend. A family offered us lunch and we got to make some good memories with them for our last meal together. And our recent converts had a barbeque for us that same night where we made some more good memories. Ohhhhh I'm gonna miss her. Along with todo el mundo. But the Lord needs her elsewhere and that's super exciting. I'm excited to hear about her stories in her new area. 

So yeah! That's what all my focus is on right now haha. We're still working with Jorge. My companion is bummed that she didn't get to see him be baptized, but I'm gonna keep visiting him and praying for miracles. 

Ana is still awesome and progressing. Just praying that she can open her heart to the spirit, recognize it, and follow it. 

Right now I think my biggest goal is to get a better understanding of the scriptures. I've already learned a ton about them here on the mission compared to how I studied (or not studied) them before. But yeah that was the biggest advice that President gave us at the meeting for trainers. He said a big part of becoming autosufficient is finding your own solutions to your problems in the scriptures. And it's true! So that's my goal. 

So weird that it's almost Christmas! Especially because it's blazing hot here. Ha. I'm getting the weirdest tan lines on my feet. 

Well I love you guys. :) You're in my prayers constantly and I hope you can feel it! 

XOXO

Hna. Cannon II

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