Monday, February 16, 2015

THIS WEEK. No words.

Hey friends and family!! Mis seres queridos!

How is everyone? You all sound, look, and seem wonderful. Especially Camille and Collin. :)))))))) CONGRATULATIONS AGAIN. Idk when I'm gonna stop talking about you two, haha. I think everyone and their dog in Chile knows that Hermana Cannon's best friends just got married. So yeah. Y'all are famous. 

SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED THIS WEEK. And all amazingly good things. 

I have had so many spiritual epiphanies this week. Ahhhhhhh my brain. My heart. My soul. They are overflowing.... I've realized that as we live according to true principles, our life changes, and we gain a testimony. We can say we know that such and such principle is true because our life changed. That way, our testimonies are based on actual experiences and nothing can change that. No matter how weird the stories of Joseph Smith get... no matter how many people hated Our Savior... no matter what kind of whirlwind comes our way... nothing can shake a testimony that actually happened. I know that the principles Christ taught are true principles because as I have decided to put them in practice, the beginning of His promises have come true. He tells me to follow Him and I will have eternal life. As I live according to the principles He taught, I have never felt more alive. That is the beginning of His promise coming true today. These current blessings give me the hope necessary to be able to continue acting with faith and choosing to live according to His principles. And then my attitude, perspective, energy, and life keep changing... my life keeps getting better... I keep getting happier... making the cycle of faith spin faster and faster until I no longer have any doubts about the kind of future I can create... the kind of person I can become... always trusting in what Christ told me through His prophets and scriptures. ITS THE SECRET TO LIFE AND WE HAVE IT. We need to share it. We need to experience it. Its okay if we don't understand everything. We can share and testify of the parts that we do understand and have experienced. And in the process, LIVE LIFE. Not just go through the motions.... not just say hi to strangers out of obligation.... not just laugh with someone to fill an awkward silence.... but actually LIVE our lives and reach the fullness of our joy. Christ made this possible. His teachings made this live-able. He made this understandable for our weak minds.... gave us a sacrifice so that we know to trust Him. He is familiar. He is our brother. He wants our well-being and has given us every tool we need to figure out why we are here and how to be happy. And then leaves it up to us to help our other brothers and sisters understand it too. 

So when I saw Jorge Vilches enter the waters of baptism.... all of this and more was running through my mind and heart.... and I couldn't believe God trusted me enough to let me participate in the change of a life. Another soul has now permitted Jesus Christ to save him... and our other siblings up above are also rejoicing.... the ones that understand. And as we--down below--understand these things more and more, we can enjoy them more and more, and figure out how to LIVE our lives. 

I've gotten to know Christ so much better these days. I love Him. It's okay that I haven't met Him... I still love Him. And I will wear His name on my heart without fear. Because He is my brother, friend, Savior, inspiration, and reason. He is the reason I am here and He is the reason you are too... wherever you may be. 

I can't believe how vital my mission has been in letting me learn these things. WOW. I highly recommend serving a mission. Whatever your reasons might be for serving, it's okay, just get out there and then you will learn how to serve for the right reasons... "love for God and for His children" as stated by my President Wright.

Figuring this out has changed my mission and my life. I have learned how to feel happiness regardless of the situation. The love I feel is deeper. The worry I feel has been noticeably diminished. As of today, I have no fear for the future. And if the fear creeps up on me again, I can remember this experience, snap myself out of it, come back to Christ and let Him save me. I hope you can all let Him save you too. Everyday. 

Alllll my love,
Hermana Cannon II      

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